I NEED TO KNOW I AM LOVED AS I AM – RIGHT NOW – WHO LOVES ME?
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A Christian-based non-fictional write!
I love you every single day and every hour of the day without fail or hesitation, I love you right now, as you are: who am I? There's not a single day that goes by that I don't think about you, or where I'm beyond you: who am I? I love you beyond explanation or understanding; it puzzles and perplexes most as to why, and how I love you, because you have wronged me from the beginning, and, not you alone, but you...and everyone we commonly know. I've always loved you, and like no one else has, or can, I love you! You do the wrong things, say the wrong things and think the wrong things, and of course this one-sided love affair causes you to doubt my love for you which by-the-way remains steadfast, because you're living with a level of unnecessary guilt, having not realized your responsibility in our relationship, or lack of, so you remain sorrow-less. Who am I? If only you loved me at some fraction of my love for you, O how our relationship would blossom! Though I must say, in the beginning, we had something...but somehow, you've slipped away from me: not right away, but too soon certainly, you slipped away. You began to love anyone, and everything more than me; it wouldn't be long before I'd become simply a fleeting memory for you. If only we could recapture that first love, some spark from the flames of fire that engulfed our initial meeting; O ...wouldn't so many be provoked to jealousy, wouldn't they want what you have? Yes, I said what you have...you do realize that I haven't left you don't you? I did say that I would always be with you didn't I, even to the ending of the world I said...did I not? Well, say my name! Who am I?
Real love is 'high' and cannot be fabricated, mocked, or misunderstood; you know it when you encounter it, and there is no mistaking it for the counterfeit. Recognizing 'high love' is not something you go to school for to know it exists, neither do you need anyone to teach you the 'high' kind of 'love.' I call it the 'Agape' kind of 'Love.' Who am I? Yes, you would know it from the counterfeit because this love, my love for you has kept you from the beginning, and is the reason you go on. Once upon a time, you recognized my love for you as experiential and utterly fulfilling with you wanting for nothing; you knew you were LOVED! What do you suppose happened? Have you abandoned me? Why haven't you returned to me? What is your reasoning for leaving me? First, search your whole heart and then answer me, then...and only then will your love return to me! Remember, I wanted you without question: I entreated you as you are; in that place where you were lost and I found you. Not only did I find you, I lifted you up from that low place and within my embrace did I keep and care for you: I changed you and everything that impacted you negatively to your good. I wrote your new name in my book, 'Beloved of Mine.'
My kind of love heals from the inside out, and from the outside inward, as I did you. I love you wholly unto Holiness and am instant in love continually towards you. How is it that you've turned on me? I protect you and care for you unlike any other could, or would; I do no harm to you nor mistreat you ever: my thoughts toward you are pure and good. Who am I? Say my name! My love for you is unmistakable and without reproach. I enable you to do well in all things, and show you faith, hope, and love under the worst circumstances; why doubt me now? Didn't I personally show you what love is? Isn't love patient, able, and willing to suffer over long periods of time? Love is kind, and doesn't envy; it's not high-minded, haughty, or proud, as are those who think to much of themselves. Because I love you I've bared much from you, I believe for you and I endure all things for you without fail. Again, I've loved you wholly unto Holiness: now, isn't that love? KJV Cor 13th Chapter. Now...who am I? Say my name! Come back to me, it's not too late; again...I am patient for your sake. Come back to me, sure you are wrong, but remember, you were wrong from the beginning, yet still I alone received you, loved you, and forgave you: that has not changed; come back to me! I will take you back and love you right now as you are, I love you; I haven't left you and never would: how could you leave me? Who am I? Now, say my name!
"Yes, I remember you! I don't know, I can't put it into words or explain why I left you. Honestly, in my heart-of-hearts, not even I believe my reasoning for leaving you; I have - NO - justification. In my sin and confusion, I cannot even remember the point, at which I left you, and, I don't dare proclaim any innocence; please forgive me, please take me back! Please, take me back to the beginning, to that place in our relationship where everything was new and we were of one heart! Thank you for never leaving me over all the time that's past: and thank you for your understanding, and your unyielding love, and... for your unwavering grace. I have learned that I was not, and am not worthy of your love, yet, you love me anyway; and, without conditions as I am, right now. And, as to my question 'who loves me,' I believe I've always known that you love me as I am right now; and, you - you are my 'Love Everlasting and Eternal.' I've doubted you because I lack love for myself, despite your promises to me that you would never leave or forsake me; yet, and still I continually come-up against you and do wrong towards you, betraying you at every turn; why do you yet love me? I'm mindful...you've never so-much-as raised your voice in anger, or lashed out at me in fury; I now know what love truly is, 'Beloved of Mine.' There are non like you, neither could there ever be, my Lord and my GOD. In you I shall always live, move, and continue to grow in the fullness of your love and trust, my Savior and Lord, JESUS CHRIST!
You are my Lord, and the Savior of my eternal soul: You are the Son of the True and Living Most High GOD, the GOD of Israel; the GOD of Abraham, the GOD of Isaac, and the GOD of Jacob. From 'Everlasting-to-Everlasting,' thou art GOD, Jesus CHRIST, the Anointed One!
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